((((((((((((((((((Moonkin))))))))))))))))))))))) I wish you could see the person you have shown PC. You have made many friends here and as you posted other sites too. Sometimes it takes a while to venture out and make friends IRL. You are still the same person so the friendships will come.

Have you ever thought that maybe you are trying to reach your goals of raising a family at a very early age? There is time to find the right person to spend the rest of your life with. I just hate to see you agonizing over someting which is a process and doesn't happen overnight.

I hate to see you in so much pain but I can understand your perspective. As always feel free to PM me. You are in my thoughts. Please take care of you and keep reaching out in all areas of your life.

BB