I can't stand this feeling. I have no idea what to do with myself today. I don't even know if I want to do anything... if I do, then I can't concentrate on it. I tried to read-- can't get through the 1st two sentences. Can't write. Can't even settle on a song to listen to. Don't really wanna go anywhere. But can't stand sitting here. I feel like I'm just orbiting around without anything to to hold onto. I wish the day was over, but it's only 11:40 AM.