I'm a 15 year old girl. I do a bunch of things, like sing and dance in my school's show choir, but mostly I've lost interest in everything. I have my good days and my bad days. Today was a bad day. My choir director told everyone that we'd be going to Disney World this spring, and while everyone else got excited,
It sucks because I want to be happy, and I'm trying, but I', kind of an attention ***** and my parents (understandably) think I'm faking it all, but I'm sinking, and I don't want to be like this forever, like it has been.
I've been like this on and off since 4th grade, when my biological mother left. I kind of stepped up to the plate and took over being mom, at least for a little while, until my Dad met my (now adoptive) mother. She's cool, but we fought for 2 years before I broke down and was about ready to I just don't know what I'm supposed to do; nothing seems to work for me, because I either lose interest or I forget to do something Or am I just completely crazy?