She's talking about losing time by being busy and distracted for several hours.

I can't say I have missing time because I'm co-conscience, but what I do have is missing memories. I don't 'come to" hours days later, the conscience stays aware...it's so weird. When we switch, whoever was out takes the memory with them when they go back in...leaving blank spots in my days...weeks...years....life. My blank spots are not the same blank spots of the others. Like I, the homebody, have vague glimpses or snapshots of what they did at work today...trying to bring up the memories is so stressful and straining that it makes me sick because they don't want to share.....but I can tell you everything that I've done since I became, easily...like I took a shower and exfoliated, then Sarah cooked dinner, then I came out and Epilatored my arms and legs and came on here to peruse the forums...while watching ET and The Voice while having a drink.

And yes...I have trouble telling what day of the week it is. :/

Only your mental health provider...T...can help you find your true frame of being.


I got committed for 2 weeks, and they were all nutz...except I was the 5th nuttiest. Some of the skirzophrenics were by the most nuttiest, but I had a few beat....not like it was a contest, but I was the most involuntarily reactive...if you know what I mean.