I'd probably be on a ton of Klonopin and Ativan PRN if I didn't say no. They did nothing for my agitation with 2mg a day of Klonopin in the hospital. I remember nothing. Like I even took pictures on my phone that I don't remember taking. It's already proven to cause brain damage and I believe that with my experience of benzos.

I would use them recreationally. With only .5mg. Locking the bottle away would be a good idea. 3mg to relax, knocking myself out and ten another 42mg by accident in amnesia like my god.. How the hell.. The 90 klonopins was a complete disaster in how I have control of my meds.

I just wanted to get better at that time and get out of being inpatient but I can't drink at the moment and when I can, it would be only a beer. Maybe two. I already know that I can't smoke marijuana which is sad because I was always saying that it would help with symptoms. Maybe it wasn't good weed Idk

I feel a lot better now that I've taken my cogentin and Concerta.

Brain chemistry with this for me is obvious. There's nothing I could do. I only smoke on Concerta and I sleep on caffeine pills. They don't do anything.

I slept today for 7 hours. Now I'm better.

Not even any insight..