I'm seeing most of my other friends and surrounding students peers, and those who I've seen in AP seem to do way better than exceptional or just awesome in general.
They can get 4's and even 5's and I'm a senior stuck with two 2's and 2 3's. I'm taking 2 more AP classes that are more managable than the ones I've taken in the past, but I feel... low. I think I am a smart student, but in the AP level I feel like I'm not fulfilling the acheivements of AP.
They're college courses, let's face that, so I tell myself that I'm trying my hardest, that in highschool I'm managing to get qualifying scores for college tests (1-5, 3 is qualifying) in this program (not full AP, just a few every year).
Am I good enough?
Sorry, I have really bad self-esteem issues... sometimes I can't accept my flaws.