Greetings. It's becoming clear that a regular job will make my life much easier right now. I've been working on a successful home internet business which will make me really good money months from now, but in the present short term, I'm struggling financially and could really use an income boost.

Despite my aptitude with technology, I want something basic because I don't want to deal with resumes, job interviews, or explaining to an employer as to why my employment history is so unstable.

I'm satisfied with minimum wage for now. Even a minimum wage part time job would give me the monetary boost that I need and might even help me advance my business faster if I can be smart at managing my money and avoiding impulse purchases.

There is just one big problem though: I have difficulty dealing with a lot of customers for extended periods of time. On top of that all, I have a fear of showing weakness of any kind and I feel like working a minimum wage job would make people look down on me and make me appear to be weak and stupid.

I want a job even if I lose it a few weeks later and get myself fired; it's kind of hard to look at the future when I'm struggling in the present. As long as my current needs are taken care of, I don't care if I hurt later down the road; I will be strong enough to handle anything if I take care of my present needs.

How can I take care of my problem? I'm done struggling and I want a job now; I'm done waiting.

Thanks guys.