I know I could just think about the future. It's easy .. I smell smoke in my house brb nvm but lethal doses on a crash and there's no insight. Very severe psychotic thoughts and motivation at 0%. It's like the world was over. Worse than any physical pain I've had. Methylphenidate has one of the most severe crashes of any stimulant as far as I know of. There's thousands of stimulants out there but they're research chemicals and illegal.

I made a joke and asked SP to send me research chemical, "Methylnapthidate" or something. Apparently it's a carcinogenic stimulant idk it thats possible but ya..

Benzos are primarily used by stimulant addicts because it's a relaxing crash where they aren't psychotic from stress etc