Saw my new psychiatrist and i shouldn't have opened my big mouth i told her how my last psychiatrist wasn't that great cause there was an incident when i had tried to harm myself he said i don't think you were cause pills can't kill you anyways.she asked me how this comment made me feel i said i dont know then admitted with some prompting i felt like he was undermining my feelings. She then asked if i had thoughts of hurting myself now i said no.we talked a little longer then my mom wanted to come in but i told her i wanted to tell her something first.so i told her i self harmed a few days ago she asked when where why which I told her then she said when i asked you if you had thoughts of hurting yourself you said no is that still true and i said i don't know she left it alone but it bugs me i was so weak to almost let her find out.on an even unhappier note im not getting my wheelchair. Conversion disorder is a stress related disorder so even if i do fall because of it my doctor believes a wheelchair will not help only dealing with my stressors will.

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