I have been depressed for a couple of months now. There aren't any solutions to my problems. I am sure of it. I have exhausted all of my resources and I have tried to accept my miserable life and tell myself that I'm happy. My problem is that I'm really done trying. I don't see why I should be subject to live a miserable life every single day. My T and pdoc know that I've been thinking about suicide. I don't have any plans or intentions but I do realize that it's the only way out of this hell. How can I live through this horrible pain on a daily basis when I feel as if I'm already at my breaking point? I hate that I have to live.