(sorry it may be a little bit long, but please bear with me. If you have any question (unclear about....), feel free to ask.

My plan: work part time
Volunteer and learn in a salon
Get a personal trainer, go to gym to build strength and muscles

My plan is to work part time.

And I want to use my spare time to volunteer in a salon, in hope to learn some skills. (so I am better prepare when I return to hair school) [I was in hair school, but it didn’t end up well, they are so fast, I couldn’t catch up, and the teacher wasn’t willing to help. So I left]

And also, as important as the above, I want to get a personal trainer to build some muscles. I can feel my energy was declining as I age. Also, I get tired easily. I want to build some strength and muscles by going to the gym (weight machines, etc). It affect my daily life and of course when going to school and work.

I understand we can’t have everything in our way in life. It’s more about “I can’t think of other method/ solution”, more than personal preference.

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I’ve been looking for a part time job since. I tried applying many places, not necessary, when they are hiring, I go into the store to hand in my cover letter and resume. (There was one that were hiring but I didn’t get the job)

Then was a job fair last week (a supermarket), and I got an offer. It was a little different than what I hope, a different dept., I was hoping to get into the (serving, not making) bakery dept. , but they already hired someone, so they offer me the cooked food dept.., which is most more physical demanding.

I see there are 3 places hiring in the mall. And also there are two other places (not necessary hiring), that I’d like to try walk in with my cover letter.

Now I feel I wasn’t thoughtful enough, I feel I should have tried all those places first before going to the job fair (the job fair will happen next month too). I badly want a part time job, and wasn’t thinking enough (I think).

I should have tried all those hiring/ possible *places. And then if they didn’t work, then I would go to the job fair next month instead. So now I regret it. But of course I don’t want to turn down the offer, coz I didn’t know if those *places would hired me.

Why I am not sure about the cooked food dept., it’s physical demanding, I dunno if after work (or even the day after) I would have any energy left to do other things in my plan (salon and gym)

At the same time I am accusing myself being indecisive and being regretful (I feel I shouldn’t. )