hi WallTennis

I'm sorry you are not feeling good. The drug companies will give free medication to people who have no money if they meet the income criteria. Also, some doctors will give free samples. There may be free clinics in the area where you live where you can get free medication and counseling.. Have you applied for Medicare?

There is Nami the organization for the mentally ill that you can Google, and contact them to find out what services they run in your area. They are very good at helping people with problems. In many areas they do run peer to peer support groups where you can make new friends. Fellow sufferers make the best ones. I hope and pray everything gets better for you soon. Take care. God bless and best wishes from your friend Francis