my T totally cares. now that doesn't mean it always comes in the packaging I think I want nor does it mean I can always feel his care, but that's what I'm working on as a part of my trauma treatment. when I provided direct services I cared deeply about my clients. even the challenging ones. especially the challenging ones. my heart seem to expand to create space to contain all resistence and i just tried hold the space. I believe my therapist is this way with me. he's said so and I'm learning to accept his care.