hi Josephpawlin

I'm sorry you are having these problems. Perhaps you would like to consider getting some medication from the doctor to help with the depression. The school counselor might be able to help you or to refer you to a therapist who could help you with your problems. Meanwhile do try to keep your mind busy doing especially enjoyable things to take it away from feeling bad. You are definitely not crazy just depressed. I hope and pray everything gets much better for you soon. Take care. God bless and best wishes from your friend Francis