hi Lost
if the meds are not working. perhaps it would be best to see the psychiatrist to get new ones. I'm sorry that the therapist is not doing the job for you and perhaps getting another one would be best. You could ask your family doctor about giving you pain medication to make things easier for you. And looking around for another job that would be more agreeable would be best. That you already have one should make this easier. Try to try to distract your mind, by keeping it busy doing things, especially enjoyable ones. I hope and pray everything does get better for you soon. Take care. God bless and best wishes from your friend Francis