Hey,

That all makes a lot of sense. I too have wondered about certain things that happened in the past and whether it was the meds or the BP. Actually I do believe i had a lot of stuff from the meds.

I want you to be safe though and obviously I don't know your whole deal. but it doesn't seem like a crazy longing.

Would you consider cleaning out and trying a different med?

Congrats on getting off the klons. Sorry it was torture for you.

My latest post may interest you. hugs