Tao:

I'm so sorry that you're feeling this way. I was wondering how you are feeling now? Better, even a little?
I am so glad to see you post about thinking about inpatient, because you realize you are not safe. The MOST important thing is to keep yourself safe and if you need hospital to do that, please PLEASE consider it.

It's hard when there's so much going on in your head. I know. And it seems like people just don't notice because you don't show it on the outside. They'd never guess the battles going on on the inside. But there are some of us who do understand and who do care about people being in dangerous situations.

I really think if you're still thinking the same way you're not safe and I hope that you will do what you think is best for you. Please let us know.

Take great care.
K.