I feel like you all do - hurt - and then I try to move onto some thing else...... but boy is it ever so hard some times and especially when you rarely say no to him and yet he does not seem to mind saying to no you.

Some times I feel like telling him NO just to let him see and feel what I often go through inside when he says no to me..... and yet I know this is not the adult think do - or is it?

I think I am starting to get to the point of not caring and of just taking care of it myself (if and when) I really have a need that he is not willing or able to met at the moment, some times for days on end..... but you know the feelings of not caring about sex any more just seems to me as "not good" - from my side of the fence, I am just learning to shut down and to not to need him so much for he is not being there for me when I need / want him.
.... that can't be a good thing in a marriage.

Oh well, I guess I will just get Mr. Rabbit and Mr. Toro Bull out tomorrow morning after my husband goes to work..... and while this will satisfy my sexual need it will not be able to take care of my emotional need, for this desire was an emotional and sexual needs mixed together..... what happened to the good old days when it was just for FUN - for SEX?

Thanks for letting me VENT - - -