no. well,, its probly pms. i texted T that i am getting depressed and he said stop!!! . well i also wrote something about how i think the members of our group think im pathetic and they are nice to me bc of that. because T said today during session that they like me. so thats why i said that.

it feels like theres a hole in my chest. i have to go to work which sucks

why havent u seen your boyfriend? just been busy?