I'm isolated myself and avoided everyone because my negative symptoms were so bad. Also where I live which is in the middle of no where. 4-5 years of isolation. I used to just sit at home in a sun chair drinking whiskey with benzos eventually. Idk I feel terrible at the moment now in how I can't be independent. Probably by law idk.

Everyone is trying to help me to do stuff. Keeping me active because my summer job was really good. I always got ready in time and got out of bed. I do really well with routines.

I'm doing a bit better now

I need a drivers license and if no one wants to pay 1k a month for my apartment (Which is unlikely), I'll move in, work part time and continue with my schooling.

I'm going to be signing papers today so my mom has complete control over everything. I regret signing the other papers but whatever she'll say I can't be independent yet uhhh

If I finished highschool, I would have moved out already.