Hey sweety! Thats awesome! Please don't be judging yourself over my craziness!

It's so like I don't know who I am....no sense of self. We're like feeling crazy like. Every time one of us feels like we're normal and we are faking....a switch happens and things change. I haven't gotten out in a while...but here I am!

Luv!
I feel so giddy. Today's been a bich...it's takin a toll on the other. The body hurts and aches. Maybe that's why I popped out? It feels good to be present for a change. I feel like a new person.

I wish I can be me forever, but like everything else...it's just temporary.

In my book, like the more parts you have, the worst your life was like. I would never wish my life on anybody....I shoulda like just have died or something then being like this trying to survive day to day like. I know about our history...it's bumming me out.

I need to get away from this.