every time I got a wild hair and played with my meds my wife would ride me like a pony ... she said she could see the effects when I could not tell any ... all good to me ... all fu**ed up to her ... she could tell even when I denied it ... so I began to believe her .... that and withdrawal (bad) has me just accepting it ... I will take them ....

strange as it seems just to see it in print that your trying causes me to want too ... no worries I'm not ....