I had forgottn yesterday that I had my annual physical scheduled for today. So I went and my Gp told me that due to all the regulations about pain medication given by GP's. He simply can not help me at all. He feels terrible he is going to get me into a pain management Doctor and see if something can be done. I did ask for him to add the blood test for Cortisol levels to be done along with my normall stuff. I am sure its very elevated.

Will I actually get some help? I dunno. I hope so.. hard for me to really have faith an getting someone... anyone to actually help me at this point.

Gentle hugs everyone. Take best care of yourself