I'm here for you {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Justy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You know how I feel about you. If it's not one thing, it's another. Life is really testing you right now. You say that you are not ready to die--I'm not ready for you to die either. Keep the fight. You have the spirit in you. And you have all of us. What time zone are you in? I didn't think to ask before. Hugs and prayers.