Sorry you are not sleeping - that is so important. Zoloft also has side affects of suicidal thoughts. If you were not having suicidal thoughts until after taking Zoloft, or they are worse after starting Zoloft, ask your psychiatrist what other meds could be tried instead.
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Having a safety plan is important too. Here is more on that.
Suicide Safety Plans | Channel N
Here are emergency phone numbers that can be part of your safety plan
Common Hotline Phone Numbers | Psych Central
Telephone, Hotlines and Help lines | Psych Central
Here is a suicide prevention manual that also talks about safety plans.
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