T,

when you mentioned my emotional attachment to you today and how it relates to my dad i felt embarrassed. i felt like omg he shouldnt know that, i have to hide it. ive always felt like i cant show some people how much i care. you said it makes me vulnerable.... that is so right! but then i remembered that i have told you i loved you and its prob pretty obvious that you mean a lot to me. since i obsess and worry about you dying so much.

also, i am sorry i got so mad when you texted me before work. i felt angry at you but i felt guilty for feeling angry.

im glad things are ok now

me