Yeah candybear...I get that too. You're not weird...unless we both are ... I don't know why it happens...but yeah...even now, when I haven't cut for months, and don't really think about it anymore...if I read about SI, or hear somebody talk about it, I consider doing it, it gives me an urge to do it...and when somebody talks about suicide, or I read up about it (I am still a little too obsessed about the topic of suicide, even though I don't want to kill myself anymore), I imagine killing myself.

Not too good...

EDIT: I see it has labelled this post as addressed to septembermorn...in fact it's addressed to candybear. Sorry