Some libraries have online access to e-books so long as you have a library card. You could talk with a librarian to see if they have this and maybe you might find something there. Sorry your library doesn't carry much on the subject. Are there other branches you can go to? I have found a few fiction books at the library I go to. I Never Promised You a Rose Garden was a good one, and I made it half-way through When Rabbit Howls before I had to return it.