Overall I'm not happy with my life, but without money, there's not much I can do. Any kind of socializing costs money, even for gas to drive somewhere. So I don't think there's much any T will be able to do for me until I get a better paying job. So maybe I shouldn't even bother with another T until this happens. Maybe I'd be better saving my $40/week I was using on T and use G-d as my therapist instead. At least I know G-d will never judge me.

Oh, and this T told me that any T will tell me that the situation with my family is wrong and that I should stop seeing them. So if I'm going to be judged by every other T for a situation that I need to stay in right now so I can get the financial help I need, there's no point in finding another one. I won't be judged for doing what I need to do to survive right now.