I don't know for sure. I'm kind of scared about it.

A month or so ago, I decided to diet and now I don't think I have any control over my dieting, it just happens. I don't think I can eat very much anymore. Before it was my choice not to eat a lot but now I feel as though I can't manage it.

I am obsessed with losing weight. I can't think of anything else but food and weight loss and it's driving me crazy. I don't purge or exercise excessively but I do restrict food. I am also underweight but not an 'anorexic' weight yet. I sometimes hide food to avoid eating it.

Am I allowed to say my BMI? It's 16.6 and I know that's not very low but it's getting there. It's not noticeable to my parents yet but I have a feeling they will find out soon. Am I anorexic or not?

Anyway, my main problem is that I am worried aobut all of this stuff. I have heart palpitations and that scares me. I don't think I want to die or end up in hospital but I can't eat either. I am scared to tell anyone because they will force me to eat and I'm not sure if my parents would believe me. I'm torn between the prospect of being physically ill and having to eat.

What can I do? Should I tell them and if I don't what will happen? Also, who should I tell and how?

Thank You