For a plan b, I can always go back to this website if I feel I need to and feel ready. My health issues get worse with stress and right now the idea of telling my stories to another person who will just judge me is too stressful.

Thanks for your suggestions. I'll look into them. The only restrictions I really have for a job are that I can't work more than 40 hours a week and can't handle a lot of stress, which also includes working under bright lights and a lot of noise. The jobs I'm qualified to get would be fine for me if I could get someone to hire me. My skills are just outdated and I also have too much experience as far as number of years of working. To save money, most companies where I live are only hiring part time or entry level even though they need more experience. They just don't want to pay what people deserve to earn and don't want to pay benefits.