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Originally Posted by pamela411
Me too, i was completely manic at the time and didn't really realise how wrong my behaviour was! its kinda ruined my marriage, husband does want to stick it out for the sake of the kids but he will never forgive me and keeps torturing me over the affair. I went straight in to a severe depression after the manic phase and I'm at rock bottom at the moment
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I decided after a year of trying to stay 100% focused and committed to our marriage, that in order to forgive myself, I had to leave him. He was making me pay for my mistakes that were eating me up anyway...with little jabs every day. I've been seperated/divorced for almost 3 years now. It has been a rocky ride, to say the least. I've been in a domestic relationship with my current bf for almost a year now, and I feel that little manic demon trying to come out once again. I don't know if I'll ever be able to stay in a committed relationship.
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