I have OCD. It is manifested as compulsively obsessing about everything, what I see, do remember. The major focus is on problems or fears about my grandchildren, husband, and anything I think is unfair or hurtful. These thoughts can make me feel out of control, fearful, sad and angry. I also repeat numbers often like 2,4,6, 8 or 1-10. Sometimes I count my fingers by 2s adnosmium. I have PTSD, was abused for many years as a child. I have made great progress by dealing with my past through therapy.