not sure what u mean... ive lived alone since 2012. it was really hard at first but i was also very psychotic at different points. also i was in that program and had 24/7 support. since i left in nov. last yr things have been ok for the most part. my T is my main support. are you asking about being alone? sometimes i feel lonely. sometimes i like being alone. its weird. ive had paranoia issues with my neighbors for a while, but not as bad since i moved to this apartment. but my upstairs neighbors are very very loud. right now theres a man and a woman up there fighting and her 3 yr old is running back and forth. ive complained to my landlord but he ignored me so whatever. i just accept it and try to not get angry.