Female - 43. Affairs - Ahhh...yes. Over and over and over. Some just emotional, some casual flirting, some strictly sexual, some sexual and emotional. I hate myself because I can't stop and yes, I am married. I get bored very easy, but in the beginning I am all about getting whoever is in my sites to be all about me. Then I get over it. I am basically a very very very horrible person and I would never want to be with someone like me.

My husband is trying to be understanding, but playing the injured party and unfortunately I don't care because my justification had been he cheated first years ago. But if I am honest, I have never ever been monogamous. I'm just...broken.