I really hope the CBT is helpful. Your description of your symptoms really tugged at my heart. I have been where you are. I actually had to go to the extent of ECT. I am truly a proponent of this treatment. It really turned things around for me. I have since been out of the hospital about a month and a half and have been managing well. Seeking help was the best thing I could have done.

Good luck!

You are NOT alone.
You ARE worth it.

Leap and the net will appear!