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Originally Posted by junkDNA
i am scared for my safety here but it doesnt really affect me unless i go outside to smoke. when i go outside i get more paranoid especially at night. i feel safer inside my apartment which is different from my last one. the last one i lived in was in a very rural area, it was like 5 apartments on a farm. i constantly feared someone was going to break in and murder me. when i was psychotic i heard people out there moving things and talking about me. were you psychotic when the men were at your window?
the only roommate ive ever had was my sister and we werent in each others lives much then.
as far as financially, my disability pays my rent and electricity. bc i live in such a sketchy neighborhood my rent is low ($385 +water included). my mom pays my phone and internet. i still struggle month to month. having a job helps
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i wasnt that paranoid when i was in there until AFTER that happened. like no one believes me that they said that but there were throwing basketballs at my door. they were athletes at the school. i think my roommate brought them around idk. i was on seroquel then. and other meds so i was stable. i was going to college.
i dont want to live in a sketchy neighborhood. thats what im afraid of. i need safety.
whats apartment living like? can you tell me?
i read reviews on 1 apartment and they said you could hear people having sex upstairs. and the maintenance is shoddy.