(((((((((((((((( Mandyfins )))))))))))))))))))))))

That was so powerful. I'm sad for you though, and I relate to it too. You know what I noticed about all of the things you wrote about? It was never your fault. It's not about you not being good enough, or doing something wrong, or anything that you could control. All of those things are someone else treating you in a way that was so much less than you deserved. They had their various reasons for doing what they did. I'm sorry that they treated you the way that they did. You deserve so much better than that. It is okay to be angry, and you have every right to be. I hope that you can work through your anger, then let go of it so that you can get on with all the good things in life that you didn't get then, but now it's all up to you and you don't have to be a victim anymore.

Rap