I actually took a big step yesterday and decided after talking to my mom that we are gonna dedicate these next day's all to getting me a new therapist. And I've really started opening up to her, like I even opened up to her about smoking pot, and that's really hard to do because it makes you feel like they will think of you differently, but she reassured me that she still loves me and everything, so that's a relief. And I explained how it has helped when I'm feeling really really depressed and I feel like she's disappointed that I chose it, but she's understanding of why I chose too. But she made it sound like too that if I wasn't 16(I think I have to be 18 for medical marijuana) that she would allow me to use it for medical reasons like my deep depression, suicidal thoughts, and social anxiety. But she was even thinking about it already before I told her I smoked for herself because she has really bad arthitis and back and knee problems and my uncle uses it for it, so she's thinking about it for herself, so she can see my situation better too. But it's relieving and very comforting to know I can talk to her about anything. And also to be able to Open up to super helpful and sweet people on here. Thank you all![emoji173]️[emoji173]️[emoji173]️

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