Im glad you are going to the hospital Takeshi, sounds like it needs to be seen!

I had some more breakthroughs in therapy, my pdoc seems to think I am making progress even though I feel dull.

I cannot wait to get off meds but I know I have a lot to process before then.

Struggling with work but I have been getting tons of support from my partner, mum and best mate, so when they are with me, even every 3rd or so day, I am managing.