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Originally Posted by healingme4me
Are you going to like yourself, in the morning if you string this guy along and allow him to use you as an object?
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At this point, I don't care. It's like enough guys have done the one night stand thing that it doesn't even bother me anymore. I'm actually getting used to just having a sexual relationship instead of a romantic one. Too many emotions in the romantic one and this guy seems to have more emotions than me. I'm just closed off from loving and don't know when I will ever be open to it again. Besides, it is pretty empowering not to give a **** when it comes to the whole thing. I don't see it as stringing along, this is the rebound relationship for us both. I've had my heart broken enough and sure it sucks, but if this guy gets his heart broken, he really should have not got so emotionally involved so quickly. I can't be held responsible for how he feels though. We are on date # 3 coming up this weekend. I have no obligations. Don't know where he thinks this is going but I just want to have fun, no relationship, and I should let him know I don't ever want to get married ha. So I will be sure and tell him these things on date #3.
Divine I told him already, he didn't seem to listen so I will have to remind him. I don't even talk to my best friends as much as this guy wants to talk. And we just met 2 weeks ago!!!! Also, won't it be even more confusing if we have already had sex to not keep doing it?
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