That sounds funny, is it supposed to be funny?. Not sure what it means, though.
But yes, I'm pretty pissed at the world and all that anger has just been stuffed down. Not giving a **** is a nice alternative to caring, and sure it seems like it is a kind of expression of anger also. Like, how due to so much emotion and heartbreak in the past, it is finally like, who cares and no one is ever going to make me care again if I don't want to. And no you will not get me to love you ever. Sorry. All the guys before you ****ed that up. Is it fair to this guy that he is reaping the consequences of all my pent up anger about it all? No. However, if he wants to stick around, I don't know if I should stop him. Although nothing is going to come of it. I won't let it happen.