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Old Sep 24, 2015, 06:20 AM
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Originally Posted by StillIntending View Post
At first, I cut exclusively to train myself to commit suicide later on. Then it was used as punishment. And now I cut even just went I want to let my feelings out by watching myself bleed. It's the blood more than the pain for me, that I really get off on. There's something comforting about drawing my own blood. I don't know what it is. But there you go.
(((StillIntending))))
Are you getting any kind of treatment for your depression?
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