Even at jobs I really liked, I always fizzled out and got fired after 18 months. Almost always....18 months. It's been 13 months and I'm having a hard time surviving. I try to stop myself from saying how much I hate it, but find myself saying it from the time I get in the door until hours after I'm home. I'm too old to continue job hopping and the last time, it took awhile to find a job which led to financial crisis. UGH- Paxil, Lamictal, Seroquel and Trazadone...please save the day