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When you tell me about my good qualities and abilities, I just... I feel like I've tricked you into thinking that I'm a good person, not this lazy and jealous bum... and sooner or later you're going to realize the truth and hate me for it. But you're perceptive and not easy to deceive, so I don't know what to think... maybe all this stuff in my mind is really okay and human?
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"When I wake up in the morning, a pure white curtain of lace is rustling in the breeze. The cuckoo clock in the room says it’s seven o’clock, and Mom’s voice says: “You’ll be late if you don’t get up!” I’m still half-asleep, and I think: “Please let me sleep for three more minutes.” I’m late for school every single day, like clockwork. My teacher makes me stand out in the hallway, and I get failing grades on my tests. The crepes we’d all eat on the way home. We’d gaze dreamily at a party dress in a store window. The little things bring so much joy and I’m happy.
I wish I could go back to that kind of normal life. I want to go back." (c) Sailor Moon
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