hi Kat4212

There is no reason for you to feel like a failure. In fact you are very successful, having paid off 13 of your creditors and come to terms with another 2. Please God the last one will come to terms also. If some of the things you bought you don't want now. you could consider selling them on eBay or Amazon to raise more money.

Because you are not cutting or thinking of harming yourself your therapist would not be thinking about sending you to the hospital. Perhaps having the medication strengthened would be helpful. And being completely open with the therapist will enable her to give you the help you need. I hope and pray all goes well today for your meeting with her. Take care. God bless and best wishes from your friend Francis