Strange thing happened though... as I was at the station waiting to get a train home, two girls across the tracks on the other platform kept looking at me I'm sure. Then they were taking photos on their phone (I could hear the shutter sound & it was pointing my way) and they were laughing too... why the **** would they be doing that. It just made me paranoid & now I've been feeling agitated ever since. I kept imagining how if they really were taking photos of me that I'd have gone up & confronted them & trashed their phones. ****ing *****es. (I'd never really do anything like that, but when I get these paranoid thoughts & feel threatened I get these fantasies about getting back at these people)

That's the first time I've had any real paranoia in a few months, but in a way it's probably was really happening so can it truly be paranoia? The agitation is something I'm used to with paranoia though, so I guess it still was.