Maybe it's one of those strange therapy phenomenons where I think it's her but it's me? I don't know. I just know we have a really amazing connection and strong bond and the eye contact is so freaking powerful and the emotions with it are so overwhelming and I feel them from her that it's hard for her to stay connected that way for longer than 10 seconds. Who knows. Perhaps I'll start paying attention more when it happens, if it ever happens again. It's confusing that's for sure. I don't think it's hurtful because I really feel it's her and not as much me.