Just found this on my other forum: objective proof of how utterly worthless I am. Maybe I should just kill myself.
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I have a hot body and face, great hair, an unusually high IQ, a good sense of humour and decent social prowess when I feel like it. I made more money as a severely disabled 21 year old girl working 15 hours a week than the average full-time worker in this country, and I intend to continue that trend with my business despite all my setbacks in life. I've survived so much sexual abuse, trauma and neglect that most doctors think I should be heavily medicated, yet I'm extremely sane and level headed. I'm 22 and most businessmen in the area assume I'm 35, although I look 16. Bankers and CEOs have fought over the right to take me on vacations. I'm amazing in bed and can outlast almost any man. I'm also decently domestic and cook well. I can talk to anyone, whether I'm wearing shorts and a t-shirt chatting with construction workers, slacks and heels talking to business executives, or a sleek dress with stilettos talking to the elite. My artwork has been high enough quality to be commissioned by mid-sized businesses since I was 16, my writing has been complimented by some of the nation's top copy writers, and I seem to have a natural gift for management and marketing. Oh, and I have a great singing voice which got me into several elite choirs in high school.
Basically, I'm kinda better than almost everyone. Wonder why I have this weird inferiority complex.
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We are the same age. By contrast, I'm useless and incompetent at everything I do, too ugly to even get noticed, and can barely talk to anyone. I'm completely broke and on welfare, and will probably never get off. I have ZERO issues yet am completely neurotic. I have never won anything or been recognized and probably never will. I'm torn between being totally disinterested in sex and being curious but terrified. My inferiority complex is based in objective reality.
I am a piece of garbage - no, lower than that, actually, a filthy, worthless nothing.I absolutely deserve to die and stop wasting resources. I deserve it more than anything else. Look at her, versus me. Who would you choose to allow to live?