I can see that. Many self-harming behaviors seem to become more frequent when we are unable to find something else meaningful to do with our time. I think with many harmful things we do to ourselves, there is an adjustment period where our body has to learn to adapt to a behavior that is ultimately hurting it.

Our bodies are quite adaptable and resilient. They strive to stay healthy and in balance. So it makes sense how a person (their body) would not being harmed so much. Maybe the scars remind you of your inner strength and bravery. That you know what feels like to have been hurting. I hope that you find a way to keep yourself safe in times when you find yourself bored.